i wish you a merry christmas. December 24, 2007

…from the bottom of my heart. i hope you get everything you asked for and more and that the day passes quickly and without difficulty.
…the week before christmas is always the most stressful time in my house. the majority of my family members are fake and this is the only time when they all see [...]

…stupid #$%!@T^* snow. December 16, 2007

…today was supposed to be an awesome day. putting up a christmas tree with some friends at a friend’s house, making cookies, that sort of thing.
…instead, mother nature decided to unleash her inner demon and drop a foot and a half of snow. and it’s still going.
…i don’t drive a truck, my car is so [...]

aries/taurus cusp…and my “style” December 14, 2007

aries/taurus cusp… (april 22nd):
– Possess the fiery forwardness and willfulness inherent in Aries –
– Possess the practicality, endurance and nurturing inherent in Taurus –
– Has a markedly dominant personality –
– Becomes very uncomfortable if forced to submit to the control of another –
– Highly strategic in thought and action –
– In no hurry to see [...]

“imitation is the most sincere form of flattery” December 14, 2007

…but it’s also the most annoying thing that i find myself struggling to maintain control over.
…everyone copies everyone else. it’s not a new thing.

…but it is downright suffocating when someone close to you is adopting your sense of style and then parading it like it was her own idea in the first place.
…this happens because [...]

…wow. this sucks. December 11, 2007

….i keep trying to prevent a certain friend from making huge mistakes. but she still makes them, and ends up fighting a bigger battle afterwards. and it kills me mentally because i am so frustrated that she won’t read the fine print, or even think about all possibilities and how easily she trusts people.
…maybe i’m [...]

i was all by myself… November 28, 2007

…and i was thinking of you.
lmfao.
…but really. i have been all by myself for the last 2 hours and i’ve loved every moment of it. i’ve had a lot of reflection time, and i’ve been working out some plans for early 2008. i am probably going to disappear for about a month. i figure on [...]

pierced… November 21, 2007

…so i did it.
 got my nipple pierced.
 pinched the most out of any piercing i’ve had. but didn’t cause me to well up in the eyes. so i guess it was not the worst piercing i’ve recieved.
 awkward though, you don’t realize how much abuse your boobs go through in an average day until you’re trying to [...]

it’s the perma grin that gives you crowsfeet… November 19, 2007

 it’s true. distance makes the heart grow fonder.

 it’s been months since i last watched the transformers movie.
 i watched it last night…and i got freaking giddy all over again. miss perma grin, clapping her hands when optimus talked…and yelling “shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” when people dared speak when he was on screen…
…………………
it’s that time of year i hate. christmas. [...]

cute. November 18, 2007

 
so, for the first time in i guess 27 years, my dad decided he wanted to wash his own jeans.
i was on the computer, and i hear a “pssssssst”.
i look over to the laundry room and my dad whispers:
“what temp do you wash jeans in?”
then,
“what cycle?”
then,
“come here and start it for me”.
 i was thoroughly amused [...]

happy to be at home. for once. November 18, 2007

that’s a lie.
 i’m usually ok with being at home.
but tonite, right now, i am ecstatic to be at home. happy to know that no money will be spent, that i can catch up on my sleep, read a book, exfoliate thy face and just chill.
sure, it’s a saturday night. but i’ve done enough partying the [...]